Nightly Thoughts
Nights... most nights... Do you ever just sit in your bed one night and just think to yourself about your life, love, moments and the future? I spend most nights listening to the tones of my favorite music, while cycling moments, thoughts, plans for the future, life and this crazy world. These thoughts may be good ones or even devastating moments from my past. Most of the time it's me just sitting there thinking about, what's the next path in my life? I sit sometimes and just think about, how there were moments in my life that man I wish I could of took that shot and done this or done that. Instead I have always known that I would let myself down. I suppose I just never got over the fact that my life could of been different then where I am right now but I fell short. That pain of letting yourself down gets to you rather quickly, and after awhile it just bottles up because it's just too much to get out of your head and you wish that someone would understand