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Feeling...




The feeling of not knowing can take the fabric of someones mind and twist it into an infinite number of scenarios. All because people like to hide or  not be honest about what they want from the get go. Relationships only get more difficult especially when you cannot get a grasp on what that other person is thinking. Why have someone suffer through that? Just be honest and don't waste there time and yours like. it benefits no one in this situation and you are showing that person that there is no point in being in a relationship to begin with but in the end everyone wants to get married and have kids. so why not act like you actually want something instead waiting until "oh now I'm ready after this that and this". Those are the people you dont need in your life in the end because it just going to be you having flase hope in the end.  Which tbh isnt good in the long run.  

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